moving on

the hardest part of being in love with someone that doesn't feel the same is moving on. i honestly know the pain more than i know all the lines of every harry potter movie!!! lolz.. it takes time...some people are strong and some are like me....loving. in the words of my alter ego....i say suck it up!!! but its not as easy as it sounds. remember...he might have been the first person you loved but he is also the first to rip your heart out :]
                        love you all <3

no codys huh?

i think its ridiculous that we cant go to codys for lunch.Especially if your the type of person that doesnt like the schools food. if you want the kids to stop going to codys, then make food that we all like. and make sure it tastes good. i know theres a law saying that schools have to serve healthy food. not everyone likes healthy food. codys is right down the street from the school being in high school is all about being responsible. we are all old enough to walk down the street... order food, and come back.

 i am pretty sure we can come up with a solution so that we can still get codys without breaking the rules. maybe we could give the money to the teacher and let the teacher get it for us. so many ways we can all get what we want. lets see which one works :]

really now?

ok....i hate when people fight...especially friends and family....it splits you up.1 the thing with both situations is... they cant admit that they're wrong so its like" well wat did i do?"... that makes no sense....then some family members act all big and bad..like come on now... you dont have to do all that to prove a point.... if you know youre right bout something say it then leave it alone.. i think family and friends would be stronger if they did... but if its that way with a friend... ongoing...let go and move on...sometimes you have to give up on family too!!!!!!!



                        well think about it though:}

daily poem

                           THE REAL ME....
 I AM NOT RICH, I AM NOT POOR.....
im just me right now...
 i feel the hurt,  and i see your pain,
youre insecure about the way you look
or how people are going to see you as
so you make me feel less...
you're so confussed you make the wrong choices,
going to the first thing that makes you feel protected
why do you make me feel less then what im worth..
arent we all equal?
i see you as another person,
so why cant you admit that youre wrong..?
i was there for you just like they are is but i just dont hurt you like they do...
just trying to fit in because youre insecure
you dont like people cause you dont know yourself.
heart to heart..i understand what you go through... though mine is different
 i am still me.. figuring out what is wrong.. and who is right..
im not one to fight but i will protect the ones i am closes to ...
i will not back down
i will treat people right
i will tell you you're wrong and make you feel as low as you make me...just with kinder words...
thats the real me:] and if you dont like it....shouldnt you just worry about you? yeah ... lolz

things that make me mad

I have 6 things i dont like......
 1. people that change and cant admit they're wrong
 2. when people talk about people they dont know
  3. when people talk about people then dont do anything when they get infront of a person
  4. people who forget who they are
  5. some one that thinks they're better than some one....
 6. people that get used by other people..
ever one is equal no one is better than anyone. its really sad how people try to be other peoples friends then talk about them... and the person cant see that they're being used. its wrong to pretend to like some one just so you could make fun of them. they need to understand that it can hurt other people.

why cant everyone be friends and get along..... im a hippie....so peace! lolz